You can take your love away
But don't you ever leave me alone
Burn the ghosts we've carried home
Come on, touch me
Show me you're imperfect, too
These broken lights
They shine on us tonight

For cats lovers only.

Instanteously lightened up my mood.




Thanks people for expressing your concern..
Feeling a little better now.. just hanging on there, and hope i can make it.
Crossing my fingers.
Help me pray ok?

Mentally

Exhausted
Tired
Crazy
Stressed
Dead
Drought


I dunno how long i can bear.
I dunno how long i can last.


I think i may not be able to take it anymore.

Freaking amused.

I was surfing ASOS.COM website and came across this:





I got the EXACT SAME VEST I GOT from HONGKONG like 4 months ago and they only have it now!!

Yes, it is EXACTLY THE SAME.

Just look at this:



This was taken like 3-4 mths ago and was sold out on my website.

This vest was retailing at asos.com for 35 freaking pounds!!
That's like 105 Singapore Dollars!!!

And i bought it for abt 15% of that price la!!


whahahahaha.

Very amused.
Now you know HOW MUCH asos.com is ripping us.

Totally random post.

If anyone is wondering how's my work so far...
Ok now, picking up pieces and moving on.

If anyone is ready to let your money earn more interest for you, as compared to earning 0.25% in your normal savings a/c, you know who to call. :)

Fuck.

My mood just suck like shit and everything is getting into me.
Mood swing.

I thought of something that my colleague said to me today.

She knew i do online selling and stuffs like that..
So she went..

'Oh, can i pass you a few of my tops, help me sell can? I really dont wear anymore, put at home also no use. I bring on wed ok?'

Fuck.
Do i look like i am damn fucking free?

So i said,

'You have to take all the photos, measurements and tell me your prices and all that. Best is that you register an account yourself so that you can monitor.'

Then she looked at me blankly and muttered a WHY? i think.

WAH LAU!!
Do i look like i am damn free, that i dont need to work??
So i am just going to help you monitor and sell your stuffs for you??
I mean please lei, i am not even close to you, and now you requesting this like.. free favour from me, and expect you yourself to do nothing???


GOSH.
I think i am the one with problems la.
Fuck.

Getting into a state of major depression.


FEEL LIKE SCREAMING AT THAT ASSHOLE, INCONSIDERATE, AND TIME WASTING FUCKING XXX TMR.



Sigh.

So much for being optimistic.
Mondays = Hell

I never fail to receive bad news on Mon.
What the fuck.
Seriously having negative thoughts about this whole decision i made to come into this line.
Maybe, i am just not cut out for this.
But maybe i am?

Not that motivated anymore.
How?
How can i give up so easily?

How to handle such rejections and still move on?
I mean seriously, you don't face this in school, you don't bloody learn these in school.
Never felt this dejected before in my whole life.
And damn confused over what to do, when everyone tell you different things.

Sigh.


Either i survive, or i drown.

*entry makes no sense, just typing out what comes to mind*

WOooH!
Came in here to clear the cobwebs.
Havent been blogging recently, cuz just too busy.. and too lazy.
So many things to blog about..
My convocation
My Work
My Birthday
My family's outing
My EKIJI outing

FWAH!
My blog is getting no life already.

Just want to rant about my work..
Seriously i do enjoy what i am doing and interacting with genuine customers who believe that what i am introducing and how it can really help them and their $$$ save and work better..

But it's all the rejections, skepticism, delays and STRESS that is making me feel like i am drowning.
Everyday, it is like,

Damn when am i gonna hit my target.
OMG, when is my customers gonna call me back.
Shit, please dont call me to say you want to cancel.
GOD, problems with forms again.
Wahlau, manager sms again.. What are you doing, ivy?
TALK TO MY HAND. When you tried to share something.

I mean i know it is all part and parcel of a sales life, but seriously, i need to overcome all these difficulties and worries... like quick.

Next time, if you ever promise someone you will call back, please remember and CALL.

The feeling sux so much to wait for a prospect to call and yet she/he didn't.
And you dont know what is the person's limit, if you keep calling back.

I have this prospect who was very very interested to get 2 plans from me, and she went back to the branch to look for me but i was rotated to another location.
Thank god that she talked to one of the nicest personnels in the branch, and the personnel forwarded the sales back to me instead of taking it.

However, i have been calling twice, and the lady keeps saying she will call me back.
Waiting and waiting and still waiting...

Can someone please rush her for me??

It feels like something is hanging on your neck and pulling you.. and there's nothing you can do about it..

Sigh.
Seriously, sometimes i do contemplate, is this kind of frontline job for me, or back end.. But this job gives me some kind of satisfaction which others may not be able to provide...

Well, i guess, just wish me luck, my friends.
Hope i can make it big in this career. :)

I WANT TO BUY A FOUR LEAVE CLOVER FOR LUCK!!!
Getting more and more superstitious. :P

Anyway, i would like to thank my DEAR DEAR for being so supportive and there for me when i was super down and dejected when one of my cases got cancelled.
Seriously, it is one of the worst feelings i have ever felt in my entire life.
Cried like shit, but i came back stronger!!~!
wahahaha.
Cuz i close another one on the same week.
But now, this week.. is zero..
Shit.
:X

Thank you so much dear dear~!!!
muacks!